&- Life is meaningless

Hubby used to write alot of i love you to mee....
Hais. Was looking through alot of pictures it really sadden me.
Wells i dont know what to say... Guess he dont even know he love me anot...
Hais. Waiting.....

Today daddy send me to MRT then train to school.
Sign in and all . was really boring...
Mr JX is leaving )': Sadded he so cute la :xx opps. His only 20 lor ! :x
Then emaths got test then english then SS then recess

Then chemistry Mr Toh was sick but he still take his effort to come and see us awhile (X
How sweet of him :D Then he went off after awhile.
Then after chem is chinese ; Mr Huang really got a bad mood today.
Then geography me and carmen did our presentation :D

Then after school went home. Guai rights (X
Was planning to sleep but i cant ):
Ard 3 plus 4 meet mummy downstairs to have my lunch.
Then home then keep use comp doing homeworks now...

Today is the second day and hubby still havnt msg-ed me...
HOW LONG I STILL HAVE TO WAIT ! );
IM MISERABLE NOW !!!! Hais... I cant even do anything to harm myself !
What else can i do )X sadded. Hope he contact me asap ):

My Birthday is just in a few months time ?
Let me count errr; from today 31march ;
ITS JUST 33 MORE DAYS ! ._. Hais. wondering....
Whose gonna celebrate with me... What im going to get >.

If your birthday is celebrated with your loved one.
you can really feel very xinfu {:
To people out there; Treasure every moment with you loved ones.
Even though he always celebrates with you things.

You must really be filled with happiness as other pple cant get it..
You're all lucky... Treasure every moments and you wont regret ):
Hold every moment as tight as you can...
Alot of pple out there is really very envy for you all ._.

Receiving a GIFT OF LOVE from your love.
Can spent your moments with YOUR LOVE.
THIS IS REALLY REALLY REALLY VERY SWEET FOR ME ALRDYS ):
Just a birthday celebration! is it that hard ):

You nber celebrate with me last year....
You nber buy me anything last year....
You never even accompany AWHILE! ): im really sad.
Wonder how this year is gonna be... Hais. i really do love you...

Fuck all love ! im sad enough...

hubby if you dont love me just say so... better than hurting me more and more...

WEN : Hur really ? :x

Pamela : Hahahas {: Ya :D

JOCELYN : Hahas linked you ler .Thanks jocelyn i love you <3

JOEY : Hur ? what you mean ?