So much things had happened )):
Really want to die about it .
Getting more and more dulan n pekchek larhhs .
Why liddat . whyy please tell me whyy..... )):

Someone:
after all this years i think i saw the side of you .
I nber actually thought you are this kind of person...
Issit things have chnaged ? or you? or me ?
i dont want so say much but you are really making me out of control
I even feel like beating you up sometimes !
you attitude and all is all different from last time.
Why ? Are you scared of loneliness ?
Well im not . i dont mind walking alone whats wrong wib that ?
I can even go town alone shop shop if i shuang. im not sacred.
why are you liddat ? YOU ARE MAKING ME SCOLD YOU ONE WORD
The word is " XXX " <~ Dont want mention but its 3 letter :x
Hais . dont know what to say .
dont know is you are changing or me .
If its me tell me . Theres no need for you to treat pple like that ?
dont act yi ge dua lan larhhs . wo buay gen leis .
Dont find me if you need helps .

Hubby :
So much things has happened . T.T
i really dont know what to say )): You work i dont mind.
But you no need work till no time pei me what T__T
Work need everday mehs ? then what abt me ?
We seldom meet and when we meet ask you take pic you make excuses ?
Saying you sick ? or got pimples ? T__T
Im really heartbroken.
We stead for 1 year 2 months and 3 days lers. ONLY ONE PICTURE ?
Need jialat till liddat ? ))X hais .
People stead till like almost everyday meet or at least twice a week
but i think we are more like twice A MONTH ! T____T
You said you missed me and want see me soon ):
but i asked you out on my dasao birthday during 1 week holi .
You told me you will be working ... i nber ealier tell you.
But you nber think mehs ? 1 week holi . nbr think of pei-ing me ?
IM DAM SAD LE NURHHS .
This few days of quarelling makes my eye swollen le la T_T
a couple which meet TWICE A MONTH and nber msg much ?
WDh ? you busy nber reply i understand but nber go out wib me ?
dont want take pic wib me ? we go out also nothing.
Just walking ard look here and there . T___T
Our distance are like worsen since you worked )):
I RATHER YOU NEVER WORK ! T__T
Whats the use of money ? money can buy love ? can buy happiness?
I ONLY WANT YOUR CONCERN LOVE CARE for me .
Nothing else )): i really love you . i really do T___T

All these things had made me so stress T___T
i really want to rest . i really want T__T
how i wish i can sleep and nber wake up agn ):
No troubles anymores and all )):
i feel like being A EMO-TIC. T__T
all these smiles and laughters are just faked by me.
I aint happy at all anymore )):
If you see the happy side of me . Thats my old self...
Which doesnt exisit in me anymore .
Im faking . just faking....


People who HATE me (: you should be happy tat i became like this (:
Laugh bahhs. spread rumors if you all want .
I dont care anyways .
IM A IDIOTIC UGLY UNDHAPPY FAKER (':

People who LOVE me (: im sorry . i just cant help it myself.
If i do anything foolish just let me be .
i dont want you all to be hurted or harmed by me.
IM A CRAZY UNHAPPY WOMAN (:

If you all did watch the new 9pm show.
Im just like that mad girl. XD
Got one ep she play wib the lifts.
Saying inside the lift she is going to heaven

Shes rights. I want be just like her (:
Crazy ard . saying going to heaven (:
I want go to heaven ... i want to SMILE PROUDLY.
SHOWING EVERYONE THAT IM REALLY HAPPY .. Really T__T