& - Down mood. MOODLESS~

Exams are coming next week ending at 7 of may..
My birthday coming too {: So is g.laogong(cyril) & carmen ! {:
Nothing much to post anyways.
Im in a down mood... Also dont know how to say }:

Lots of people have been changing ....
And this make me loose trust on them ... I dont know how to memtion about it..
I PROTECT MYSELF BY TRUSTING NO ONE.
Thats all i can say about it... trusting is a mistake....

Ya i still do trust people but not all anymore...
So many things have changed... So many ... Even my fingers also cant count the number of it.
Maybe this is fade or what ? Hmmmms .... No one knows about it...
Maybe being alone is the best solution for all problems ? {:

I am a loner anyways {: IM A LONER ;D
Whats wrong with being a loner ? Loner only mean one meaning ?
To me loner means that a person who wanted to be alone.
Thats how i think about it. Alone .... Yes- alone.

Sometimes trusting people is the greatest mistake.
I really dont know whats happening to me alrdy.. I dont want to trust anymore.
Im sad enough for everything. I may seems so happy {:
But im not {: You all wont know whats im thinking inside .

Unless you really really want to know me and prove to me i can turst you {:
Actions speaks louder then words ! and its a fact. {:
I very tired of everything... I dont want care anything anymore.
Ate lunch with weilong today . He told me smth and its still in my mind till now.

Actually he told me quite a number of things. And its does make alot of sense.
And he's so funny la {: He told me that if i had a new boyfriend who take drugs or sniff glue
HE WILL SLAP ME ! :x He put his palm in front of me and ask me rmb it.
He say rmb this palm and if one day really like that that palm come right towards your face :X

Hahahas {: So funny la he {: But he's serious :X LOL ! XD
I've been a good girl studying just now {: and im thinking of alot of things too.
Asking myself some question and i cant find the answer ...
I asked myself "Do you believe in everlasting friendship ? " " Do you believe in everlasting relationship?"

Hais. Maybe im still searching for the right one {: ya.
And i do have alot of xin shi though XD But i dont wish to tell anyone {:
Until a real trustable person i can find {:
DONT EVER LIE TO ME ! DONT EVER BETRAY ME!

Hais. All i can say is dont ever lie . Even if you have no choice.
Dont ever say nice things if it never come from your heart.
Dont ever betray someone or lie to someone if they really trust you.
Dont ever ... Hais ... Neverminds.

Hope gan laogong will be okay . Hope he wont go in }:
He's going back court on 27 may Hais. But still at least he can celebrate his birthday {:
I really wonder hows my birthday is going to be like on 3rd may , saturday .
Think it will be a quiet one bahs {:

Anyways jiayous all for the upcoming mid year examinations.
All the best {: Just work hard for ard 2 weeks and you are free ! {:
Im going to do my maths on the heymaths.com now {:
BYE PEOPLE {:

I ♥ You , Adeline Ho Pei Qi {:
I ♥ You , Carmen L.M.Y {:

Hehehehes {: Thanks for everything you both {:
You two MAY not know the reason i write that :x
But i know {: And i dont want say ley ~ ;P Hehehes {:
Just that i love you both {: Thanks for everything ya {:

I starting to change from today... Things i going to say is...
1) Treat me the way you want me to treat you
2) Dont ever lie to me
3) I will never forget about the ways people treat me
4) Prove to me you really care,love and trust me if you wanted my trust on you

Maybe thats all i going to say for today {:
Bye all .

Tags replies :
Pamela : Hahahas {: Cute la you xiao man tou {:
HuiMin : Hehehes {: Sorry aiai {: XD i mean no harm {:
Carmen : LOL emo is good ma {:
Lifang : Hahahas {: Sure sure i will tag you de. Thanks x3
Yaomin : Hellos {: Long time no chat {: misses
JiaXin : Hahahas {: you then nehnehpok {: Miss you too ;D meet up after exams alrights ;D Hahahas {:

Im helpless {: im a loner {:

I've changed.....